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I deserved it

自以为是的我，曾经嘲笑这个世界很蠢，日久多年后，我活在的世界中，让我领会到原来我是那么纯以及蠢，觉得如果我把眼睛放大一点世界是那么的雄大和险恶。最大的遗憾和伤感是我一次又一次地让我的父母失望。每一次都无法达到他们的期望。
我的心好痛。五年前曾经有机会去追求梦想。那是我多年来多么想要得到它。明明机会是紧紧握在我的手里，可是被我一人远远地扔掉了。结果，付出的代价是实在太大。也许当时年轻无知不知天高地厚的我，不能放下至尊心和一时的冲动，放弃了一切默默地离开而去。在�邂杜ぁて�避所有事物，把所有的精神专心在于学业上，希望能埋醉自己不要日日夜夜的想起从前往事。可是它却在我睡梦里，每一晚浮现在我的脑海里，狠狠地刺痛我的心，让我不断受尽折磨。为什么你要在我的面前呈现?诺是你从来没出现的话，那该有多好啊！那是因为我为了您而心如刀割！我讨厌你，也讨厌自己。
也许是上天的安排吧，又再让我重温旧情。又再一次让我重逢回曾经期望着要来的地方。或许他在给我多一次的机会去问自己是否当时我的决定是正确的吗？我心好让乱。最终我又鼓起勇气再一次踏出了第一步。虽然走的路会是很不容易，无论是失败也好成功也好，重点是不要再有任何的遗憾。因为有些路经过了就没有回头路了。

因果

18日02月2008年。新的一年又来了。心里感到很空虚，很烦躁。有许多的痛，恨，压力的怨言想说，却说不出。现在好像活在半梦半醒的状态中，不知道什么真实什么是虚拟的。该做的有去做，不该做也做了。错了就要默默地承当后果。

October

Feeling extremely impatient and irritated as time goes by.How I wish that school term could start abit faster.I miss the freedom I used to have.Appreciating the people whom I had met.Somehow I felt lost like a soul which had no sense of direction.Sensing for the hidden door in the mist of darkness while the light which is hiding within the clouds.Am living in the lost generation in the history of China? Losing all contact with the outside world and why are my reactions and thoughts are getting slower.What am I doing for the past one year?Going through what most people are going though?Why do I start to lose interest in things that I once like to do?It makes me realiase that humans are always amazed by instant beauty but never knew that are many sacrifices had to be made to mantain it.Maybe it is me who is trying to escape the truth that lies ahead me.Or I should say I am the one who is unappreciative of what I currently have.It is already October,probably this could be the month for me to reflect and rethink again.

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小情歌

不知为何那么喜欢这首歌。

Snow Flower

Talented isn't he? Snow Flower

没見，不認，不同

我从来没见过你，你也从来没见过我。我从来不认识你，你也从来不认识我。
我们彼此在同一个路线中走着不同的方向。

End of 2006 and a new beginning of 2007

We bid farewell to 31st December,the final day of 2006 and welcome the first day of 2007.I can't really recall what excatly happen in 2006.Just let it be and look forward and strive towards the new year.New Year means new hope,new beginning,new life,and also new ending.As usual there are celebrations around Singapore in places like Esplanade,Vivo city and more...But everyear I did not go to the countdown,instead I prefer to rest at home.It is always crowded and squeezy out there,and somehow I don't really like the feeling of being a stationary zombie.As usual I would wait for the clock to tick to 12pm.True enough,everyear from my window I could view the fireworks at esplanade and also the small red 'SOS-like' firework being fired in to the skies.It is not just one but many throughout the island.I could hear people in my block counting down loudly.'5,4,3,2,1,Happy New Year'.It might be a joyous day for them,but as for me it is just a brand new day for me and many other public holidays are still awaiting!

Most of the time I would jog on the trackmill or the track,but today was exceptional I jog around Hillview and saw many other joggers over there too.The atmosphere was totally different and sought of get tired easily as I sweat heavily during the jog.
Due to the uneven terrain,I could feel strains around my knee and my body was much heavier than usual!It is much more challenging and more tedious.Had to lookout for traffic and watch out for cyclist.Last of all was the breeze that blows on the face while jogging and also the hotbods out there keeping you motivated.Too bad there aren't any today...

September October November

Almost coming to 2 months since I last wrote on this blog.All I could say is that I am considered lucky after being transfered to somewhere whereby most people desired to go to.No physical stress but a lot of effort had to be put in my studies.Made alot of friends overthere who had the same ideas as me.Felt happy during those days and also sad as we are seperated again to different places.Well make use of whatever free time you have and enjoy every moment of your life.