for no reason

I'm missing markie... yes the marcus from RP...
Are you still reading my blog? (^_^;)

I hope you're doing well...
Do all you're supposed to do! Though road seems tough ahead but let's look forward to the result you'll get after all the hardship!

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I don't know why... I can't just seem to start studying...
Whenever I told myself I have to, my body doesn't listen to me...
What's wrong with me...

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Life's excitement totally died down after Albirex's matches ended. (>_<)
I'll only see the next batch next year January...?
Can't imagine life without them for this 1 and a half months...

Yes S-league isn't as good as EPL, J-league etc.
Nor have I watched EPL before or know all about soccer...
But... I'm gradually falling for Albirex's soccer plays.
Defintely not the best but touching nevertheless...

またみにいきたいです...
今度選手達だけじゃなくて、プレイも見たいです。


I'll update again...~

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thinking of going shopping tomorrow =X
prefers weekday shopping when it's less crowded,
and I have a habit of shopping alone most of the times since I can go at my own pace hahaha!

but it'll probably take up a lot of my time so much that I won't be able to study... (>_<)
I'll try to though else I won't be able to catch up...

things to buy:
1) schedule book 2010
2) listerine/ oral b mouth wash (hahahaa!)
3) clothes (tops and bottoms)

that's all for now? (⌒-⌒)

悔しい...

頑張れなければ来年はまた同じのこと繰り返し
あたしは　いや。

自分どこが良いか悪いかぜんぜんわからない
自分自身も好きになれない...

色々があって
ちょっとだけ変わったかな。
もっともっと変わりたいです。

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Woke up at 6.50am, was in school all the way till 10pm
imagine 16hours in school?
One word to describe... "shagged".

Have to wake up at 6.30am for tomorrow's accounting lesson too.
I have no idea how i'm going to survive actually. Lagging behind by a lot already.

Then Jap exam at 7.20pm. I haven't study anything at all. Good thing is no work on weekends, else i can faint...


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Sometimes...

I think my temper's really bad.
I need someone to control me.... but even if there's this person, I probably will ignore hahhha

After calming down... I kinda think I was too harsh... all my actions...
Guess I already know long ago the word called "regret"

And really...
I totally don't have the eyes to judge someone... especially when it comes to guys.... aiks

out of league

trying hard to grab


to only be crushed.


Always don't have the right vision, nor am I a good decision maker.


Trying to change slowly...


And may next year be better!


あぁぁムカツク。

last match vs thai 08.11.09

match was really exciting!!! the thai team took the lead of 1-0 at ard 1st 87mins???!

i thought albirex wouldnt have a chance anymore seeing how they struggled... ahha
but who knows after waiting for so long... they finally scored a goal when match was about to end!!!! xD

lead to a penalty war, which they failed... (>__<)
but nevertheless... they showed great spirit!
tons of ppl hurt though... got worried for them...

when it was almost time for penalty to start:


After the game:






I'm really proud of this goalkeeper =)

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crazily woke up at 8am++ to finish up my homework.
1000 words wasn't as bad as I thought... I'm only less than halfway through and have 400+ words...
now the part is... how to not exceed 1000 words... (>_____<) hahahaa!

chiong-ing all the way!!!! xD
and counting down to 3pm to go bath prepare and out! (*´∇｀*)
dear hair and eyes,
please do me proud later.... hahahaa

last match of this season

change change~~~

erm... don't believe in the pic too much. ahahaa
Real life and photos are like really different... >_<

time to slim down... (T____T)

Today walked into my work place loooking as like the picture...
all my colleagues... "WOW" and make a big fuss... hahahaa
yah i know I don't change often... but found the need now...

03.11.09 match

I remembered the horoscope for Aries today.

Chances are that you have a conflict going on, Aries, between your desire for fun and entertainment and your responsibilities. Yes, there are some things you could be taking care of, but right now, while you have the time and the resources, you need to take care of yourself by doing something you enjoy. Your friends may have a way of convincing you to "lighten up" that's better than the method you use to talk yourself into something, so it may be a good idea to listen to what they have to say today, and even more importantly, don't turn down any invitations.

Hahaha~That is so true...

Was pondering whether to go to the match or not...
Decided upon on not going at 5.30pm today.

Was walking to the bus stop going towards clementi direction, when I saw weiling's message --> "Don't regret arh"

Hahahaha!
Called her up... and decided to go again since I have make-up lessons on Thursday... I'll just try to make full use of my time and rush out my 1000 words essay and study for japanese test next week and handle work. hahaha~

Definitely a wise idea. (^-^;)
3-0!!!! Saw a lot of things, felt a lot of emotions...

We were planning on leaving when the match ended.. but decided we'll probably regret if we just leave like that...

Stalked outside the gate for awhile before entering, and started taking pictures with some players.. hahha!
Best time of life.. (^___^)

It's a memory I'll always keep in my heart. ^^

水曜日

いっぱい悩んだ
メール送ろうかなぁって
その日感じた気持ちを確かめたくて、
恥ずかしくて、
メッセージになにを書けばいいのかもわからせずに
かきって送った。



しないほうが良かった。
その時自分は冷静でもないって今そう思った。



4日が経って
毎日メールの返事を待って
メールが来て
キミじゃないかと思って
ドキドキして、開けたら
あぁ間違えた、キミじゃない
またゼロから戻ったみたい



あと三日間です。
火曜日
またキミのことみに行くかな
いやぁ。
その時キミと会うの顔もないかも。

4.35am

Stares at the time...
Tired but couldn't sleep much...

Tons of things swimming around my mind.

-sim studies
-jcs studies
-matches
-players
-family


Overall, I'm slacking again in terms of studies this year...
should start bucking up now.


Oh. My favourite player suddenly decides to jump to Indonesia and play...
In shock...
But life goes on.

p.s
sighs... i really hate complex numbers. sin, cos, tan...
not to mention sec, cosin, cotan
killing me.

stress piling up...

and I've just finished my Mgt maths homework... left a few more other things to do before sleeping... (>_<)

Good night~