Poneglyph of a coffee lover - コーヒー好きのPoneglyph。

I'm supposed to start my new business in this month, but I don't.
It seems like I slowed it down by not taking the offer from my mentor to establish the business.
I really feel sorry for the delay.
I will start the business within the next month. 
Cheers, amigo! 

The moment that I've been waiting for is getting close! 
I just have to sell my car, and I can start my new business anytime! 
I'll be using that money to set up a new company and use some as capital for some jobs. 
You read it right, some jobs.
Apparently, people who's working and having a stable career,
asked me to focus on one thing,
but my mentor who's in business field instead,
asked me to multitasking with a lot of businesses.  
I've successfully convinced my father to stay on course, and here he is, helps me to establish it.
My capital for my startup isn't expensive at all.
I just have to simply have my own company,
and just playing with some papers to gain more loans for my businesses. 
We already know what to do and when to do.
Small sum of capital is all I need. 
Just give me a few days.
I'll make it happen.  

People always suggest you to get out of your comfort zone to be successful.
Did they mean by moving out of our family, or just going out of our room? 
In my opinion, everything has their own pros and cons.
As for myself, I'll choose NOT to.
Let me explain why I decided to not to.

Family is always a priority. 

My goal is pretty useless without my family anyway. I can't get out of it because I'm in charge to take care of my family, especially my dad who's not in a good health condition. 
I'll never leave them if they're in a good condition anyway.
It's just a choice that I've decided.
Unless we're talking about going out of my room, I did that once in a while :P 

"Hujan emas di negeri orang, lebih baik hujan batu di negeri sendiri."
Golden rains in the other's state, yet better a hail from our own's state. 

Home, with a family, will always be the best place to live in.


Why I have to abandon my family just in order to grow? I can grow at almost everywhere.
It doesn't matter anywhere, as long as if there's a pressure, I'll grow. The pressure makes me grow.
How I deal with my problems is actually will make me grow. 
My attitude on how I deal with the problem does matter.
Living in Kampar since Dec 2012 until today is challenging enough, if you read my previous entries. 
Living here is stressful, yet peaceful.


I can always calm myself by blending with natures. Traffics are tolerable.
Night can be breezy. The mosque is located by walking-distance.
It's just enough. I won't ask for more. 
There's a lot of major improvements in the town since I settled down here. 


My feeling welcomed me here, told me to stay and keep looking for it. I actually don't know what it is,
yet I keep looking at my surroundings, in case if I missed something.


Let me explain what did I miss for choosing not to.

Financial improvement. 

It depends on the situation. Maybe someone needs more money to catch up with medical bills, or something important. I think it's okay to get out. As for me, I could care less about money. Money is important, yes, no doubt about it. It's also a powerful tool for me to achieve my dream,
but I believe that opportunities are everywhere. Money will never be a priority to me,
as I don't bow over money. I'm just a poor boy, and still. 
To be able to eat everyday is what I call as a "financial improvement".

It looks like I gave up on financial improvement over the other four things. Did I make the right choice? 
I actually got no idea why am I still staying. I have probably just told me about it just to make me feel better? Probably I'm afraid to go to a new place? I don't know.
Probably I feel a little off-track after having a deep thinking while writing this entry.
It messed up with my mind, and I'm totally exhausted right now. 
2.51AM and hopefully that I can think clearly when I wake up from sleep.