Poneglyph of a coffee lover - コーヒー好きのPoneglyph。

I am Izzy. I'm going to be 25 years old this year. I am unemployed. Why it is so hard to get what I want? I wanted a girl to be in love with, I wanted some money to stand on my feet, I wanted a job to make a living, I wanted a friend so I have someone that will back me up, I wanted happiness so that I can fight my depression, I wanted... stop. There is something that will stand on my way every time, when I tried to pursue these things. What is happening? Why it is so hard to achieve it? What mistake that have I done that I've been treated like this? Why........? I feel like wanting to die, but luckily I'm not into suicidal, lol. But yeah, maybe it's about time to live or to die, no?

Too many negative vibes in my blog. 
I do not Have a place to Talk Freely about what am I Facing,
so I Decided to make this blog as a place to do it.
I'm sorry. 

So yeah, this Sunday, 17 January 2016, a new One Piece Episode Will come up.
Finally, Gear 4th Will show up! An Episode That worth the Waits. 
In fact, I've Been wanting to See it since a Few years ago. 
I hope I CAN make it to See the anime.

About my personal life.
I do not think it's the right time to write about it.
It's okay. I'm getting used not to TALK about my things to other people.
It's just, I'm clueless on what to do later.
I should've grabbed a pen and wrote my goals on a paper.
Maybe it Will Broaden my sight, maybe.  Anyway, it's Almost 4 in the Morning, and it's raining outside.

The perfect moment to sleep, I guess.
Have a good day.

Everyone's having fun today, while I'm at home having fever.
I'm barely alive, not having a job since it's too hard to find one.
I've got no idea what future awaits me.
I don't care anymore.
Happy new year.