August 02, 2009
just a note to everyone reading this while waiting for me to finish sending email to myself! (cos im effing lazy to go take thumby..) XX:
if you're wondering why i haven't been updating, i did actually. just that i updated on my previous blog. been testing out this host. though i really like the features and everything, there's simply some stuffs that does irritates me and don't really goes that well. ok. so there's a limit numbers of words you can post in each post, uploading by urls (which i can just select all, and publish the whole post using live writer.. so much more convenient right?), and of cos one more thing, i probably wont be able to make any skins using this host. cos its oh-so chim. u can never understand which codes goes to where since its all in jap. zzZ well. soooo... chinyin says she'll try to kapok post lock code. (: counting on her. heeee. so yepp, im back to my previous blog. will be changing url though, to something easier to remember and type. hahaha. but that'll be sometime ltr, when i've finally got the time to make a new skin. :D den that time, it'll be time for youguys to relink! heeee. ok. off to slp! gotta wakey 2 hrs ltr! heh.
and oh. i've got a really marvellous birthday this year.! ((((((":
if you're wondering why i haven't been updating, i did actually. just that i updated on my previous blog. been testing out this host. though i really like the features and everything, there's simply some stuffs that does irritates me and don't really goes that well. ok. so there's a limit numbers of words you can post in each post, uploading by urls (which i can just select all, and publish the whole post using live writer.. so much more convenient right?), and of cos one more thing, i probably wont be able to make any skins using this host. cos its oh-so chim. u can never understand which codes goes to where since its all in jap. zzZ well. soooo... chinyin says she'll try to kapok post lock code. (: counting on her. heeee. so yepp, im back to my previous blog. will be changing url though, to something easier to remember and type. hahaha. but that'll be sometime ltr, when i've finally got the time to make a new skin. :D den that time, it'll be time for youguys to relink! heeee. ok. off to slp! gotta wakey 2 hrs ltr! heh.
and oh. i've got a really marvellous birthday this year.! ((((((":
July 16, 2009
that's it.
max 1 meal per day.
don't anyone dare try to tempt me or ask me eat.
i'll throw my temper alrights!
fucking assignments.
i seriously hate school!
DD"x
max 1 meal per day.
don't anyone dare try to tempt me or ask me eat.
i'll throw my temper alrights!
fucking assignments.
i seriously hate school!
DD"x
July 11, 2009
mondays comes so fast and yet saturdays comes so slow. ): such shitty asses. give me back my hubby! D": !!
and to all bloody assignments: GO TO HELL!!
and to all bloody assignments: GO TO HELL!!
July 08, 2009
UP! hahaha!
heh. taken during crs. lily looks like she's conducting. hahaha. oh well. kinda pity her. nobody in class listens to her at all. so basically we're always doing nth during her lessons. ALL, or at least, for those which i've attended. hahaha.
and here's TWO outdated pics. went to IMM's Long Beach to makan with hubby and his parents when he just book out the first time. and. errrrrr... its just that we're such a glutton that i only rmb to take the first dish. XX:
OPPs. i think she caught me taking them. HAHAHA!
now at hubby's house. gotta go band later. kinda lazy to go. but can't. already skipped monday all thanks to the sketches. can't afford to skip another prac!
and boos. 50 pages of sketches by fri. shit mann. i haven even finish the 25.
heh. taken during crs. lily looks like she's conducting. hahaha. oh well. kinda pity her. nobody in class listens to her at all. so basically we're always doing nth during her lessons. ALL, or at least, for those which i've attended. hahaha.
and here's TWO outdated pics. went to IMM's Long Beach to makan with hubby and his parents when he just book out the first time. and. errrrrr... its just that we're such a glutton that i only rmb to take the first dish. XX:
OPPs. i think she caught me taking them. HAHAHA!
now at hubby's house. gotta go band later. kinda lazy to go. but can't. already skipped monday all thanks to the sketches. can't afford to skip another prac!
and boos. 50 pages of sketches by fri. shit mann. i haven even finish the 25.
July 01, 2009
June 27, 2009
hee. mannn. i besides a new phone, i swear im gonna save up to get either one of these! x)) and a black one for hubby too!! (since hubby loves black.) :DDDDDDD !!
glad to know hubby's having fun over there...
hur. yea.
oh well. hubby's finally booking out tml! YIPEEEE!! xDDD been waiting for this day! x))) cant wait cant wait cant wait! heeeee!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh. my finger's bleeding. ))':
red dot red dot!
hur. yea.
oh well. hubby's finally booking out tml! YIPEEEE!! xDDD been waiting for this day! x))) cant wait cant wait cant wait! heeeee!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh. my finger's bleeding. ))':
red dot red dot!
June 26, 2009
oh hubby hubby~!! tako missing hubby so much la! danngggg!!
eric called ytd and gave me a shock. cos i couldnt recognise his voice and he didnt use his phone to call. hahaha. oh well. wished i had said i went overseas. den i dun need go school. hahaha!
still thinking bout red dot! hmmmmmmms...
eric called ytd and gave me a shock. cos i couldnt recognise his voice and he didnt use his phone to call. hahaha. oh well. wished i had said i went overseas. den i dun need go school. hahaha!
still thinking bout red dot! hmmmmmmms...
June 24, 2009
i got no idea what to do for red dot.. oh well.
a good thing i haven't reformat my lappy.
misses hubby so many many! he's booking out only on sunday NIGHT! )))))))""X
got eetiean to replace me for work on tues. thats another $22.50 gone. but i don't care, even if it means the only thing i can do is to accompany hubby to pasir ris. (might not even be able to do that if he got to book in before my lesson ends..shucks) i just want to spend more time with him. though it might only be that 1/2 hr ride..
miss him so much la! now waiting for my precious call from hubby.. hubby call quick! ))":
hungry. ):
negima..
that reminds me. i want my comics back!!
a good thing i haven't reformat my lappy.
misses hubby so many many! he's booking out only on sunday NIGHT! )))))))""X
got eetiean to replace me for work on tues. thats another $22.50 gone. but i don't care, even if it means the only thing i can do is to accompany hubby to pasir ris. (might not even be able to do that if he got to book in before my lesson ends..shucks) i just want to spend more time with him. though it might only be that 1/2 hr ride..
miss him so much la! now waiting for my precious call from hubby.. hubby call quick! ))":
hungry. ):
negima..
that reminds me. i want my comics back!!
June 22, 2009
zomggggg~ cried like shit. just finished watching 10 promises to my dog. mannn.. wanna watch again! but this time with hubby! heh.
now at hubby's hse, waiting for his call. ^^ hope he gets to call earlier! hee.
fahmy intro-ed bitter-virgin manga ytd and i finished within like 5hrs... oh well, finding more to pass time!
oh. just remembered. that time felt so relieved when edwin announced he postponed the 50plus workshop to sept.. now how i wished it was during this holiday! cos this holi hubby's in army and next holi hubby just finish POP! mannnn...! T_T not fair.
*sigh..
&...
university..
should i..? =/
now at hubby's hse, waiting for his call. ^^ hope he gets to call earlier! hee.
fahmy intro-ed bitter-virgin manga ytd and i finished within like 5hrs... oh well, finding more to pass time!
oh. just remembered. that time felt so relieved when edwin announced he postponed the 50plus workshop to sept.. now how i wished it was during this holiday! cos this holi hubby's in army and next holi hubby just finish POP! mannnn...! T_T not fair.
*sigh..
&...
university..
should i..? =/
5 & half more days! sunday come soon please! *awaits.
June 20, 2009
ok. so i got so scared when hubby didn't msg or call me today. thought something happened. lol. i thinkn too much. hahaha. worried shit la. hope he brings his medication around with him everywhere he goes!
was watching movie and playing rockband on psp throughout the whole day. till hubby finally called at 9! got to rest till 10plus today, so had kinda long chat! *happy tako. and oh, after that he gotta half wash toilet half talk on the phone. oh well. my spoilt hubby finally got to do cleaning! heh. X:
his phone left little batt only, and there's still one more week to go. *sigh. guess i should talk to him lesser on the phone le, so i can get my calls everyday! plus he has to call his mom too! hurrr. and oh, his mom is so sweet. ((:
ok, gonna go sleep soon! cos hubby should be on his bed by now. now everyday, im only looking forward to messages and phone calls from hubby. since hubby sleep already, then i shall sleep too! hope tml comes sooner! and i'll get my next call. heee.
next sunday come faster please! missing hubby terribly! DD":
was watching movie and playing rockband on psp throughout the whole day. till hubby finally called at 9! got to rest till 10plus today, so had kinda long chat! *happy tako. and oh, after that he gotta half wash toilet half talk on the phone. oh well. my spoilt hubby finally got to do cleaning! heh. X:
his phone left little batt only, and there's still one more week to go. *sigh. guess i should talk to him lesser on the phone le, so i can get my calls everyday! plus he has to call his mom too! hurrr. and oh, his mom is so sweet. ((:
ok, gonna go sleep soon! cos hubby should be on his bed by now. now everyday, im only looking forward to messages and phone calls from hubby. since hubby sleep already, then i shall sleep too! hope tml comes sooner! and i'll get my next call. heee.
next sunday come faster please! missing hubby terribly! DD":
June 19, 2009
))":
i;ve got no idea what to do tomorrow. and i don't want to stay at home! i don't want to see my sis! ))": i'll probably be treated like slave again.. i don't want to stay at home... DDDDD":
and i need to occupy myself with things to do.. or else i'll probably go blind by the time hubby's back..
*cries.
i;ve got no idea what to do tomorrow. and i don't want to stay at home! i don't want to see my sis! ))": i'll probably be treated like slave again.. i don't want to stay at home... DDDDD":
and i need to occupy myself with things to do.. or else i'll probably go blind by the time hubby's back..
*cries.
*sigh.. now at hubby's room. using lappy of cos. time passes so much faster at hubby's house compared to my own home even though im alone at both places! i feel so much better here. it's as if hubby's out to buy something only! so many memories for tako to think back. wish he's really here though. )):
hubby called saying he got rashes at his back. prob cos of his bed sheet. DD': poor ika. tako wants to scratch scratch! DD":!!
oh well. shall talk bout the day before and the day hubby went in first!
14 June 09 - SUNDAY
went to hubby's house early in the morning. as usual, hubby's still sleeping. usually i'll nap with hubby but oh this time round i watched L change the world instead. he's supposed to wakey at 12 den go cut hair, but dragged till 1. hahaha. oh well. pics up! :DD
hubby has got stitches when he's young. so now got one scar. heh.
after that we went to walk around to buy some things hubby need for army, den lotsa tidbits! heh. after that back to hubby's cosy little room and pigged on the tidbits while watching ouran high school host club. i love that anime! :DD can't wait for hubby to book out then watch finish together! x))
its father's day that day i think? so the whole stretch of hubby's hse, ok, i mean neighbours got gatherings to celebrate father's day. gifts exchange for all the dads too. so last minute, so hubby bought 3 packs of peanuts, "which dad in the world don't like peanuts?", quoted by hubby. hahaha. cute nyaaaa. had to help him wrap, with the very pathetic torn watson wrapper. LOL. like zomg. hahaha! oh well, its the sincerity that counts anyway. peek down from his parents room awhile. and saw everyone laughing away and hubby taking pics with his parents. so nice.. if only i get to do that too..... can't help but only envy these people.. and yea. didn't go down cos i didn't have the mood to. they'll probably only see me cry anyway, spoil the mood ah. heh.
after that helped hubby pack his stuffs. he'll probably forget some stuffs if i hadn't! (oops. XX: ) yepps. finish packing, cuddled with hubby for the last time. ))": cried like no body's business then. 2 weeks's really long... and then it was time to go. =/ hubby's mom sent me home, with hubby accompanying me! its been some time since hubby walked me up the lift and to my doorstep! oh well.. *sighh.. yea.
15 June 09 - MONDAY
band camp's on monday. yepp. skipped the first half cos i decided to accompany hubby to tekong! woke up early and went to hubby's hse at ard.. 6plus 7? yea. off in his dad's car to pasir ris. took bus from there and then ferry to tekong. toured around the camp with his parents while hubby went to do all the papers thing. i think? hahaha. guys nowadays are so lucky. heh. even the free shavers are like, gilette fusion??!! outseld sell like 10+ bucks and here they giving away thousands for freee... holy. oh well. met up with hubby again after around 1hr. went to makan! the food at the canteen of cos. and that was the last time i got my precious hugs and kisses. )))))": then finally its time for hubby to fall in. stood there and watched.. and off he go.. that was the last time i saw hubby.. DDDDDDDDD"": mannn.. im talking as if he's not coming back.. CHOY.
hubby's in the same platoon as jiawei. good for him, at least he has someone he's familiar with over there. mahjong kaki somemore. hur hur.
hubby's parents sent me to school after that. cos of band camp, really don't have the mood to go though.. =/ cried all the way in the car. ))":
reached school and his mom changed places with his dad cos his dad was falling asleep and can't drive. hahaha. yea.
not gonna talk much bout ibm camp. nth much except for practicing and practicing. i didn't prac much cos the instrument's totally gone case. leaking like mad plua the alignment's off. changed to jiajun's instru.
percussion won the section comp this year! there were really good yea! (ok, maybe except for one...) :D no 2nd and 3rd this year, had 3 ties. tromb saxo and clars! heh. so all 3 performing for reception. sian. chloe. can we request not to perform? =/ i want my break.. zzZ ohh. judging scheme changed this time round, all SLs had to vote for their top 3 too, or they can discuss with the section. heh. yepps.
alright. time to stop. saxo pics up another day!
i think hubby looks super cute after cutting his hair. think the "hair" suits him too! don't you think so? xDD
let's see how it'll look like when he's back! x))
the once hard man boobs. XX:
hubby look like anniefah in this picture! zomg. hahaha!
really wish hubby is here with me now.. let time pass even faster please.. even though it means holidays pass fast too, i don't care. i wanna see hubby. DD": i want my hugs & kisses badly! ))X
hubby called saying he got rashes at his back. prob cos of his bed sheet. DD': poor ika. tako wants to scratch scratch! DD":!!
oh well. shall talk bout the day before and the day hubby went in first!
14 June 09 - SUNDAY
went to hubby's house early in the morning. as usual, hubby's still sleeping. usually i'll nap with hubby but oh this time round i watched L change the world instead. he's supposed to wakey at 12 den go cut hair, but dragged till 1. hahaha. oh well. pics up! :DD
hubby has got stitches when he's young. so now got one scar. heh.
after that we went to walk around to buy some things hubby need for army, den lotsa tidbits! heh. after that back to hubby's cosy little room and pigged on the tidbits while watching ouran high school host club. i love that anime! :DD can't wait for hubby to book out then watch finish together! x))
its father's day that day i think? so the whole stretch of hubby's hse, ok, i mean neighbours got gatherings to celebrate father's day. gifts exchange for all the dads too. so last minute, so hubby bought 3 packs of peanuts, "which dad in the world don't like peanuts?", quoted by hubby. hahaha. cute nyaaaa. had to help him wrap, with the very pathetic torn watson wrapper. LOL. like zomg. hahaha! oh well, its the sincerity that counts anyway. peek down from his parents room awhile. and saw everyone laughing away and hubby taking pics with his parents. so nice.. if only i get to do that too..... can't help but only envy these people.. and yea. didn't go down cos i didn't have the mood to. they'll probably only see me cry anyway, spoil the mood ah. heh.
after that helped hubby pack his stuffs. he'll probably forget some stuffs if i hadn't! (oops. XX: ) yepps. finish packing, cuddled with hubby for the last time. ))": cried like no body's business then. 2 weeks's really long... and then it was time to go. =/ hubby's mom sent me home, with hubby accompanying me! its been some time since hubby walked me up the lift and to my doorstep! oh well.. *sighh.. yea.
15 June 09 - MONDAY
band camp's on monday. yepp. skipped the first half cos i decided to accompany hubby to tekong! woke up early and went to hubby's hse at ard.. 6plus 7? yea. off in his dad's car to pasir ris. took bus from there and then ferry to tekong. toured around the camp with his parents while hubby went to do all the papers thing. i think? hahaha. guys nowadays are so lucky. heh. even the free shavers are like, gilette fusion??!! outseld sell like 10+ bucks and here they giving away thousands for freee... holy. oh well. met up with hubby again after around 1hr. went to makan! the food at the canteen of cos. and that was the last time i got my precious hugs and kisses. )))))": then finally its time for hubby to fall in. stood there and watched.. and off he go.. that was the last time i saw hubby.. DDDDDDDDD"": mannn.. im talking as if he's not coming back.. CHOY.
hubby's in the same platoon as jiawei. good for him, at least he has someone he's familiar with over there. mahjong kaki somemore. hur hur.
hubby's parents sent me to school after that. cos of band camp, really don't have the mood to go though.. =/ cried all the way in the car. ))":
reached school and his mom changed places with his dad cos his dad was falling asleep and can't drive. hahaha. yea.
not gonna talk much bout ibm camp. nth much except for practicing and practicing. i didn't prac much cos the instrument's totally gone case. leaking like mad plua the alignment's off. changed to jiajun's instru.
percussion won the section comp this year! there were really good yea! (ok, maybe except for one...) :D no 2nd and 3rd this year, had 3 ties. tromb saxo and clars! heh. so all 3 performing for reception. sian. chloe. can we request not to perform? =/ i want my break.. zzZ ohh. judging scheme changed this time round, all SLs had to vote for their top 3 too, or they can discuss with the section. heh. yepps.
alright. time to stop. saxo pics up another day!
i think hubby looks super cute after cutting his hair. think the "hair" suits him too! don't you think so? xDD
let's see how it'll look like when he's back! x))
the once hard man boobs. XX:
hubby look like anniefah in this picture! zomg. hahaha!
really wish hubby is here with me now.. let time pass even faster please.. even though it means holidays pass fast too, i don't care. i wanna see hubby. DD": i want my hugs & kisses badly! ))X
June 15, 2009
hubby finally went in..
nooooooo........ i've been stucked at this sentence since like 1 hour ago.. there's so much so much things i want to say, and yet i have no idea what to say at all now..
i guess i'll just go offline and sleep and repost either tml or wed.. im so not in the mood to do anything now.. i'm not even in the mood for ibm camp.. can i not go..? ))": it hurts a lot to have to hold in all my tears out there..
hubby.. where are you..?
tako am feeling so lost and helpless..
so lonely..
i just can't take it that there won't be hubby here to accompany tako anymore.
i look at the days ahead of me, wondering what i should do each day.
i miss that small little room at hubby's house, that feels so homely to me now. i don't want don't want to stay at home! it doesn't even feel like a home now......
i really hope this 2 weeks will past really quickly (which i seriously doubt so, it'll be the opposite instead..) and that 28th comes really fast! yes, hubby's booking out only on 28th. not 26 or 27!! )))":
arghhhh. can't take it anymore!
i'm BURSTING!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD"":
sorry hubby..
i promised you i'll try to stay strong de..
but i guess tako can't keep her promise!
i really really miss you so much hubby!
))))))))))))))))"":
nooooooo........ i've been stucked at this sentence since like 1 hour ago.. there's so much so much things i want to say, and yet i have no idea what to say at all now..
i guess i'll just go offline and sleep and repost either tml or wed.. im so not in the mood to do anything now.. i'm not even in the mood for ibm camp.. can i not go..? ))": it hurts a lot to have to hold in all my tears out there..
hubby.. where are you..?
tako am feeling so lost and helpless..
so lonely..
i just can't take it that there won't be hubby here to accompany tako anymore.
i look at the days ahead of me, wondering what i should do each day.
i miss that small little room at hubby's house, that feels so homely to me now. i don't want don't want to stay at home! it doesn't even feel like a home now......
i really hope this 2 weeks will past really quickly (which i seriously doubt so, it'll be the opposite instead..) and that 28th comes really fast! yes, hubby's booking out only on 28th. not 26 or 27!! )))":
arghhhh. can't take it anymore!
i'm BURSTING!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD"":
sorry hubby..
i promised you i'll try to stay strong de..
but i guess tako can't keep her promise!
i really really miss you so much hubby!
))))))))))))))))"":
